xjhaha Dream World: 2008年10月

10月11日

I have been talking to myself.

cos most of the time, i am with myself.

But, it s ok.

I know i dont have to come here.

But i know i have to be away from parents.

Otherwise, it s against the growing-up rules.

Being away from home means have to deal with a lot of shits on ur own.

And only when you are by yourself, you see a 'you' full of flaws.

That s how you see your OWN problems when you step into a relationship or marriage,

otherwise you will just blame the others.

And that s how you understand giving is equally important as taking and appreciate people's help.

It s always easy to find someone to share the happiness, but hard to find someone to share

the pain.

I am learning to take my pain and more pain of life in the future,

and wondering who s this person i could share my pain or his with.....